My mind has been poisoned, really badly
The 'get a GF' thoughts have been poisoning my mind
I'm really afraid that I will make the wrong choice AGAIN
Since your birthday day is coming
I don't know whether to wish you or just don't say anything
If I were to wish you... Will it be...
Silent or back to last time

Now just train hard and think of nothing
I can't even straighten my arms now... DAMN!
Bought a pull up bar and some formal clothes and pants
Because they are having a sale
Spent a bomb on it
But didn't regret it, just love it <3
Hope I can wear it during my intern
Skarly they say no need formal wear, I will kill myself
Oh well, I got into a position in Maersk
But I feel that I don't deserve this position
Because my interview was badly done
Have to really brush up on it

Didn't get a  chance to say goodbye to my eyecandy during last sat
Because I skipped work
Got really tired from all this school work
Really need a break

P.S: Did I say I have feelings for someone else? HMM... I lied :P