I guess I should stop
I mean really stop, for REAL.
Maybe it's already a wrong idea in the first place to enter each other life
Maybe I shouldn't even talk to you after the camp
Maybe Maybe Maybe!
All the Maybes are stuck in my head now!
I think it's time for me to forget you, even though it will be tough
It has been a year and 2 months since I first confessed to you
The moment of me confessing face to face to you, is still fresh in my mind
It seems like I just confessed to you yesterday. haha!
Flashbacks of the happy moments we had together, started filling up my brain as I continued to write this
Maybe not as happy as I think it would be
Because just being with you made me feel happy enough
Your blushing face and shy eyes never fails to me smile
Things really happened too fast back then
The moment when you jumped into the sea, had forced your rescuer to skip a few heartbeats
From there onwards, everything just started
I really loved it when you said that "It's a blessing to be loved by someone"
However, I still can remember how you tried to convince me that I'm just having infatuation love
You're damn right at that period of time!
I remember we stopped talking to each other for a few months after the incident
But my heart never fail to skip a beat when I saw you sitting quietly at the bus stop waiting for the bus
My mind will go berserk, thinking what should I do and lots of irrelevant stuffs ( Not Dirty)
From then, I realized I haven really forget about you
Even the time, I'm attached
I'm sorry but I know you're just somewhere at the bottom of my heart, hiding in one of the rooms
It's how silly to think that by having a relationship will completely forget you
Somehow you managed to disappear for a while during the period of time
Even though, I knew there is a very big gap or difference between us
I chose to overlook it as I know, given a million years, I will still not be able to be the same standard as you
We came from different backgrounds, you're born with a spoon, I was born with a plastic spoon
This one year is really enjoyable and fun, with you
However, it's time for me to stop already, not because I'm tired or bored.
Just that, it's quite meaningless to continue and it will only bring awkwardness between us
We should just erase each other in our life and only leave cherish able memories with us
I know I tried and I never regret from the start when I said I love you
Given a choice again, I will still do it again (Not now, last time)
This is the only love story I'm going to write to you
The story is coming to the end and the last word I wanted to say to you is 'BE HAPPY'
It's time for both of us to move on in our life
Forget me and I will forget you too.
End of story (:

P.S : Song dedicated to you - DBSK ( DOUSHITE )