I don't know what's wrong with me recently.

This is the girl I had a crush on, a year ago.

She has been wondering around my mind for the entire one year

Now she has feelings for me

She is waiting for my confession 

And I confessed to her

"Let's just be friends for now."

I don't know why the hell I wrote that for

But this time I listen to my intuition.

Do I have feelings for her?

Actually I also don't know

I want to accept her and be at her side

But my mind just told me to be her friend

So this time, I listened to my mind

Let's don't rush things, like how I used to rush things

And it all ended up so fck up

This girl I have been chasing for a year, has finally opened up to me

I mean she is beginning to have feelings for me

I mean she do have now but not that strong

She wants to, but I don't want to

WHY? I DON'T KNOW WHY!

-Maybe she's not the one?

-Maybe I don't feel really comfortable around her?

-Maybe she's too rich?

-Maybe I think she is a control freak?

-Maybe she's not my type?
-Maybe I think too much?

But seriously! I think I'm a failure.

However, I don't wish to be a player too.

So it's better not to start and regret later

THINK FIRST! 

If she is worth it, then it's worth the wait

If not, she will choose to go. Not I choose.
So I'm indirectly rejecting you now, that's what I think la
I'm sorry ):

Hope she doesn't get angry or too disappointed when she see my message tmr