Saturday, September 10, 2011

How should i say the feeling i experiencing now? :/ Happy or Sad or Disappointed?
Oh well, maybe 3 of them at the same time?
Is it even possible? O.o
Anyway, let's start of with HAPPY?
Doesn't everybody wants to be happy?
Bought a Nautica long-sleeved shirt for my Pa's birthday!
So happy, oh well...
Maybe because this is the first time i'm buying an expensive stuff for his birthday?
But i hope he will like it...
My Ma totally approve and likes the present i'm giving him
She said that my Pa will like it too(:
So this is the surprise i'm giving it to my Pa (:
Oh ya! Having a few days break from work, because i start my work again...
Edwin intro me a new game, which is not also very new, ya -> LoL
Quite fun, no, is damn fun, addicted to it already :/
Now let's move on to the Sad part...
Why i'm sad? Because today she told me that she had been feeling neglected
Ya, i know... And i'm sorry, BUT...
I told her how i feel toward this and till now she have not reply my message
Either is she cannot open the multi-message, because i wrote quite a lot,
Or she don't know how to reply :/
I should have knew this was coming...
Now to the Disappointed part...
Why did i accept in the first place where my instinct already told me NOT TO?
Oh! FUCK MY LIFE SERIOUSLY
I should have listened to my instinct in the first place :/
Oh well, disappointed in myself for not making the right choice and now regretting it
"This totally deserve this man like seriously :/"

One last thing! WTF?! Sensei want to choose a year 1 to be president of Aikido Club?
FUCK HIS LIFE MAN?
I don't understand what's going on with his old bloody mind
Oh well, anything he likes...
I don't feel attending anymore Monday Class, Maybe Gary's lesson YES, But his NO?
I really want this grading to be the last for me
But then we will really fail as seniors
Because we are only brown belt
But Damn! My interest of Aikido had been lost again :/
Oh well, it all depends next year... Let's see how it goes