Hey i'm back!
Ya, because i got bored by staring at my lappy screen and doing nothing...
Just came back from swim club, and found out quite a few things to take notice
Their camp is a total failure, no bonding sessions at all :/
And they called it a bonding camp, WTS!
Actually i am still wondering if i went to the swim club is correct or wrong
Because i kinda miss out a lot of Aiki camp stuff when i'm away
Actually yesterday, during friday i was planning to fill in the details with michelle and Edwin
On what i had missed out on, but seems that everything doesn't goes well for me
I'm like totally ignored by the both of them
'Sian', is what directly came to my mind
I really try my best to listen what they are planning to do and their ideas
But i have no single ideas what they are talking about
It's like Edwin and michelle are running the camp, and i'm the extra one
I got really tired when i got ignored by them...
Actually i was planning to work with them and leave my homework till after trg then do
Despite that the deadline is 1159...
But since i got ignored, i rather go do my homework during trg
I know both of them are working very hard for the camp
I wanted to stepped in and helped, but they are like doing everything...
Especially Edwin, he is like doing every single thing
Can't i just put on of my leg in to help?
I hated it, when he just asked me what items and things we should include in the list
It's like the surface of the camp thing...
I wanted to know what's going on in the camp and not the surface only! u understand? :/
At that time, i got totally no mood to do anything...
My mind is like " Hey! Fuck off! Don't disturb me!"
But after the whole trg ended, i decided to tell Edwin how i feel about this...
Because he thought i'm just tired, is like "HELL NO!"
I'm not even tired at all! I'm pissed off with you!
Maybe i shouldn't feel this way, but ya... :/
We were at the bus stop and i told him every single things on how i felt...
He listened to me for quite a while
Because i told him to keep quiet until i finished everything of what i had to say...
After saying out everything, i felt much better...
I guess he understood what i have said?
But i have to thank my IS module for teaching to be more open to my friends...
Yes, in fact i had become more open in ANYTHING and EVERYTHING...
Which can be a good thing?
Actually the fact is i dun really bother or care about the post in the camp
I just want to do my job well, that's all
I can just give up my post to Edwin, I don't even mind at all!
Just take it! If u want it...